day by day~

that topic on 'love'

11:04 PM, Friday, March 30, 2007

LOVE.
hahas...talked 2 my friend abt relationship today & tO jessie as well..
soO i realise how the word LOVE can change to INDIFFERENCE / HATE in just a nanosecond.

and to think pri skoO kids actually have bf/gf in the skoO.
i mean dey're like 10/11/12? what do they understand about love?
I don't even see the 'couples' hanging out together...instead dey're with their own grp of friends..
soO where's that 'love'?

Lolx..then sabrina & jessie as well as me started talking abt the earliest age we liked a boy...
we realised it's also around their age; just that we dun make that person as a bf.
dOTs. lOlx...kids these days!

Betw friends & love, the safer options would definitely be friends but the happier option would of course be love! lOlx...
i shan't crap abt such things..i'm nO expert lOlx.

played badminton with one of the P6s today...
i was super rusty & was eager to hone my already lousy skills but pple kept bugging me!!
ARGHX...was quite irritated but i had 2 keep my coOl..
there's this pri 2 who keeps hovering around me becOs he wants 2 play...oOkie soO i let him play for a while & when it's my turn, he kept standing near me & i'm sO afraid i'll hit him!
& on the other side, there's a p4 girl who came from my house class during jan..soO i have limited freedom of swinging the racket..-_-'''
and then there's another p6 who kept screaming he wanna challenge me...OMG. nO peace..and then my partner kept luffing..
stupid boy..he has this contagious laughter that makes me wanna luff toO..hahaha!

From 6 pple playing at the parade square, in 10 mins there's like 20 pple lOlx~!
omg...soO imagine the number of walking distractors...lOlx.

then i went to check out the bball court..after a while it rained but cOs jessie wanna learn bball, i followed her toO as i couldn't really go home yet.
And everywhere we went, there's 1 whole bunch of p6 boys following us (only 2 bball girls were teaching jessie)..they weren't doing much but they're still very noisy hahaha..
finally we went into the staff roOm sO as to get rid of the boys, then they attempted to barge in lOlx..
dey're soO interesting but beCOs i'm a teacher, i can't be toO friendly with them...haiX.

yay 1 more work day before i get another break~!

oh yay!!!

9:21 PM, Thursday, March 29, 2007

OH FINALLY..
i can use my beloved mozilla firefox & blogger!
IE can be quite a pain sometimes..cOs it can just hang for nO reasons & it's not as user friendly as firefOX!

got quite a bit to update but oh wells..
shall just update abt today.
GOSH...went to SMU for my social sci interview..*Gulps*
pple there were really nice & helpful..
but it's just sO weird tt it's a uni..doesn't feel like 1 at all cOs of the environment..
like some office building with busy roads, hotels & shopping areas nearby lOlx.

soO I was early! (phew!)
was interviewed by 2 foreign professors..
asked me alot of irrelevant qns (nt pertaining to social sci) and dey jus keep asking and asking..it feels like conversational oral.
But i tink i screwed up a lil cOs i didn't read up on the m'sia & indo thing..and dey ask that.
CRAP.
then we talk about why some jobs are paid higher than others blah blah & oso talk a bit on psychology...

All in all, i didn't really feel good; partly cOs i feel SMU's expectation are extremely high & i have 2 be sort of perfect..Oh wells.
But at least dey're friendly & when dey interview u, dey dun distract u by jotting notes along the way & make u wonder wad dey're writing...both will listen 2 me instead as if we're just chatting..
but still i was quite nervous cos i had 2 strain my ears to understand wad the guy was saying..

feel like total noOB...aha.
but getting home was pretty fast..
had my interview at 12 30. finished at 13 00...boarded doby gaut station at 13 10 & reached home at 13 40 lOlx~!
if it was nus/ ntu..tink i'll reach home at 2+.

hmMm..2 more work days before i can fly off..whEEeee!
pretty excited this time cOs i've been wanting 2 go japan since the start of last yr!
and i wanna try their foOd cOs i feel food's very impt when u're travelling..
good food = enjoyable!

oh nO.

11:20 PM, Monday, March 12, 2007

ohhhhhh noooooo....
i'm really at a loss of what to put for my 1st & 2nd choices for my uni admission...
soO torn in between.

let's get it straight.
no matter what we're choOsing, the bottomline is we have to choOse betw. smth we like & smth that is more practical?
wells, some of us can be luckier: we get both!

I have 3 options: the practical, the in between, the less practical one.
only prob with the in betw(mass comm) is that it's hard to get in!
soO shld i place that as 1st choice?

the practical one (bus.) provides a wider scope of job opportunities as compared to the less p (psy) one. However, i don't wish to go through the entire econs thingy again!!!!Yet, at the same time, graduating with jus a BcSocSci in Psy will give u limited choices.
ARGHx.

who can help me???

woOts..end of term 1!

9:11 PM, Thursday, March 08, 2007

woOts..tml is the last day of term 1..
not that all of u care haha but it's hOls fOr me!!!
means 5 days of pay lOst..zZZ..
up till now still dunnO whether my pay's raised..

noO skoO today cOs it's spOrts day!
haha..oh man, now i'm quite red bleahXx..
was the finishing judge & kids at their age are hard 2 tell apart & they always come in at the same time..
soO it's sometimes impossible 2 tell the 3rd 4th or 5th apart.

i was put in yellow hOuse & was soO glad my house won 2nd place!! woOts..
lOlx the house mistress was soO happy cos it's the 1st time in 10 years (for the past 10, we've been last..lOlx.)
and they recycled the big trophies..it was still dated 2005 lOlx..

now i gOt an uncomfortable throat cOs of the numerous cubes of choc i ate during contact time ytd plus the fried spring rolls samosa, the heat frm the sun, the shouting..oh manxXx...

ohh a different path?

9:35 PM, Monday, March 05, 2007

it's been quite a while!
a bit of stuff happened for the past few days but dey no longer matter now, do they?
lOlx..
hmMm...i'm sure alot of us are really happy but for me, unfortunately i'm nt as happy.
Still, it's an improvement!
Actually i wasn't happy at all when i saw that slip of paper but come to think of it, for my past 2 years, i've only achieved a C once lOlx...at least now there's a better variety lOlx.
the rest were sort of history..of course, i didn't land myself in Fs but still those results weren't worth rejoicing either!

yea, quite a few of us felt cheated while some of us are still recovering from shock..lOlx.
whatever it is, we still have to mOve on be it happy or nt soO happy; it's just a matter of time before things can start getting more normal.

and yay!
i'm finally going japan!!
forgone any trips last hols cOs we're saving more $$ fOr central japan.heEx.
this time, we'll be making a spring trip to gO seE cherry blossoms in osaka heEEx.
but i'm Oso loOking for a girl friend whowill spare $2000 for a 1 week break. (which includes taxes, airport tax, spending $$ etc; it's a tour package with 90% of meals provided & accomodation of 4 or 5*)

yes yes. *nods nods* the price is steEp!
but considering the non peak period + we boOked this in a travel fair = discount discount~!

i shall work harder on my persuasive skills next tym~~

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